Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Farewell to this blog.. it has been so sincere to me for the last 4 yrs.. if im nt wrong.. tyme to ease the burden.. im now blogging at http://naj31.multiply.com/.. so do visit there for more updates... feel free to leave commentz there.. take care pple..

cheerz
-naj-

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

haiya.. cnt wait till i finish all my project to update my blog which is next week mon 6 august.. soo nw i shall update wat hapen yesterdae..

BIG EVENT

haha.. yesterdae 27072007 was actually my performance dae.. Orkestra Melayu Marsiling (OMM) combined with Marsiling Chinese Orchestra (MCO). we had a few practices together.. its tiring of course.. because theres mistake here n there.. usual thing la.. one the first dae of our combine prac, i saw this guy, very familiar.. think punye think.. his e one that appear at suria segar.. chey! haha.. not everyone came for the practice.. sad thing to sae.. last three practices, the minister came to join in the practices. fun la they.. sportin habiz! haha..

wake up at 815, iron my baju n bath.. den wake my bro up den i get ready.. den do housewerk jap... den off to buy music book n stockin while bro go n topup his exlink card. panas! coz i wore my sweater. den meet mael in the bus n off we go to the CC. was suppose to go to the marsiling sec sch, bt since we oready late, jus meet at the CC je.. den quickly rewrite the asmaradana score. ten minutes lata the lorry arrive.. carry my instrument down n off to orchard... go orchard naik lorry! imagine tat.. haha.. new experince. we inside e lorry dah mcm illegal people.. the lorry was covered with canvas coz it was raining heavily. reach e hotel n we tawaf e place.. haha frm e kitchen back to the holdin room. once we reach the holdin room, everyone was lyke "wheres e toilet?? aku tk thn nie!" haha.. it was raining heavily outside n summore the place lyke freezer. n went i step into the toilet. oh goss.. dh mcm bilik sey.. nice nice.. wat cn eu say.. its shangri-la hotel. pastu unload brg frm lorry.. den eat. semua dh lapar giler.. blum sarapan lagie.. we ate nasi briyani. sedap! at 2 we went down to the island ballroom n reherse. n i tell u, i feel lyke wanna angkat kaki n leave the place. it was so lyke very the berterabur. argue here n there. tyme tu la nk reherse, nk adjust maner nk letak microphone. nk arrange seatin position lagie. stage kalau bsar tkpe la jugak.. nie kecik je. den trumpet frm 4 people, we gave birth to another 3. so its 7 people. ramai sey. reherse punye reherse, the clock strike 5. pnat beb. stress siak. den mr low was lyke, ' i noe u all very hungry,we reherse one more song n u all cn eat. =)' haha... best laa die. understnadin. n ya we did ate the nasi briyani oready. but unfortunately we are hungry again. hehe.. n went mr low say report back in 1 hour time, semua lari bertempiaran.. nt run la.. brisk walk. sampai je pat holdin room, semua kecoh carik baju. as i gt mine, ape lagie.. isi perot dulu la. dh tk ingat nk pelawe org dh. hehe.. lapar beb! den quickly go to washroom n get change. ya allah punye la pack pat dlm toilet tu.. luckily theres some budak OMM book one corner. so make up there.. ask lenny to help me wear eye liner. adjust my tudung n next is... picture tyme! hehe.. org lain sibuk warm up the instrument, i take pic here n there.. haha..

din i tell u abt e suria segar guy?.. hmm saw him wen goin to the CC. i was in e bus n his standing at e bustp. we stare at each other. me as usual la muke happy wen lookin at him.. bt noe wat? his lyke "sape mina nie" tk senyum langsung. cnt be he dun noe me.. hello we had a few practices together, n mustahil he dun recognize me, im the only gerl who wear tudung. n frm my position during the prac, we cn c each other very clearly. sombong sey.. hump.. =( but den. wen he step into e holdin room, he saw me.. mcm tekejut gitu.. haha.. n i was lyke.. watever.. bumb into him many tymes. i repeat many tymes. tau plak nk senyum... menyampah..

after takin pic here n there, went down to the ballroom. make abig round to the back. coz we cnt enter frm e main door... den wait abt 10 minutes for the minister to come.. saw mr low.. n i was lyke jaw open. punye la handsome... gorgeous! he wore tuxedo... we play a few song... den tyme for e hotel to present their presentation. we go back stage. bt hehe me n afew member went all e way frm e back door to the main entrace.. n help ourself with the drinkz.. haha...den this is tyme i like the most! take pic with mr low.. hehe.. told kelvin, my trumpeter ' eh i want take pic with him la. but his busy tokin there' n kelvin was lyke' u cut in between them la, say cn i take pic with u for a while'.. n i was lyke.. siao ar! haha.. den god bless me.. his free at last... bt he student approach him la plak.. dun care i go to him n "Mr Low cn take pic with me?" n he go "Can can.. $50.." haha.. n kelvin was lyke put his hand into his pocket.. lame la u pple.. he put his hand on my shoulder! u noe i noe.. i go gaga man... haha.. bt kevin juz took my face n his.. no full body.. wasted sia.. he gt to go oready.. n i was lyke.. alah.. cpatnye.. bt nevertheless.. i was so happy... hehehehehehheheheheheh.............
to cut short. the performance was awesome. kelvin n me was happening.. gossip here n there.. haha.. gossip abt the MCs.. fake boobs.. haha..

(oh gost its long oready.. u pple must be tired reading it rite?)
after e performance, pack up n left.. reach marsiling CC at 1137 lyke tat.. n 178 pass by.. oh shit! thats e last bus.. luckily e lorry driver nk antar sampai bb mrt. frm there walk back hum.. with my heels.. msg sheila on d way hum.. she ask me to take out my shoes bt i say nono.. haha.. reach hum at ard 1.. wash feet, eat, wash face n sleep. din shower.. too sleep oready.. haha..
den todae wake up at 12.. hehe.. n watch viruddh.. gt john abraham!! wat a gud luck.. gt chance to watch hindi movie n john is acting.. bt i watch oready the story.. so here i am.. updatin the blog..

will soon update more.. nity nitez...
(pnat oready type soo long..)

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

wat a dae......................................... haiz............ one word to describe todae which is STRESS. pening kpale aku.... tats all for todae.. have to finish all my assignment before i cn start to blog again.. so far i gt bfd roleplay.. lsm project.. pie assignment.. ofa project.. need to practice my trumpet.. sat gt practice.. how i wish i gt 48 hours per dae..........................................................

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Im really really EXHAUSTED plus TIRED!!!! arrgghh.. werkin frm 0930 to 2130... stand e whole dae.. but it was fun.. having people who really dun noe how to keep quiet.. tok n tok n tok.. a lot of story... haha.. by tis, we wont feel that tyme pass very the slow.. infact, without i realize, it was oready 1530 wen i look at my watch.. not many people thou its on sun.. dun noe y leh.. it shud be pack on sun rite? bt it seem tat mon or infact weekdaez tat many people drop by town.. nevertheless i manage to sell one pair of pants n baju... great.. first dae sold baju.. second dae sold seluar.. third dae sold baju n seluar.. wander wat gonna hapen tmr at werk.. oh GOSSSSS.. tmr gt manager!!! die die.. arrgghh... hopefully everything gonna be fine tmr.. pray hard.. kla to be continue.. really2 really2 really tired.!

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hello pple.. diaries is back.. hmm.. todae band prac was tiring.. only me n hasyim turn up for e trumpets.. yusri din cum.. =( Minister turn up too.. din prac alot.. just kept repeating e song.. theres one song, e percussion part.. it was awesome! very2 pro.. cnt wait for next wk prac.. its gonna be on sat n sun.. oh gozzz.. im werkin on sun.. alamak.. how eh?.. last prac summore.. n gurlZ take note.. I WONT BE CUMIN TO SCH ON FRI 27th!! hehehe.. its e performance dae.. woohoo.. cnt wait.. rite nw.. i must prac my skills.. my fingering was so very bad. must improve if nt ....... bt must let my test finish first b4 i cn prac..
mum complain tat i olwayz go out.. busywomen la katekn.. haha... wat to do.. im really busy tis few daez.. sch la.. project la.. werk la.. band la.. haiz... how i wish if i cn juz relax goyang kaki n get money.. wow! wont it be great?.. haha.. kla gtg iron my sch shirt for next wk.. tmr im workin full dae.. comfirm bile balik je trus lepak.. sleep. lucky im nt needed to b in sch by 8 on mon.

to be continue....

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Monday, June 04, 2007

pple im back... after 2 years tis blog is dead.. its alive again!! hoho.. alamak.. gtg... till den

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Friday, September 02, 2005

wow!! long tyme neber update.. hehe.. very busy.. gt many stuffZ to do.. as u noe im a busywomen.. haha..
lata if i gt tyme i summarize lh wat have happen.. ok? lor..

well fer 2dae.. e worst dae fer tis week...
went to sch early.. actually nt so early lh.. ard 650 lyke tat.. only ten minutes earlier den usual.. haha.. coz i left my file in sch.. den gt sum assignment tat needed to be handed in todae.. lor.. stupid me.. den no wat? somebody inform me tat e assignment are to be handed in wen sch reopen..SHIT laH!!! haha.. waste my tyme only cum to sch so early... maths period didnt pay attention tat much coz, all dnts pple were very busy preparin fer presentation.. den wen dnt period cum.. i panic.. my grp artefact haven finish den e folio nt properly inserted.. my grp member still can joke man.. **** them la.. den came my grp turn 2 present.. all stumble.. don noe wat to sae.. luckily our mind quick in thinkin.. lor..
den after tat e bell go off indicatin our recess tyme.. my grp took a long tyme.. drag into our recess tyme.. we were only dismiss at 1120.. my grp was held back..kena lecture la den wat.. mr raj said we were just makin ourself fool durin e presentation.. 1125.. e rest of my team members was let go.. i was held back.. im e group leader mah.. kena lecture again.. haiz... recess tyme almost gonna went off.. den i was let go.. out frm e dnt room, my tears slowy run down.. haiz.. u noe me right.. i cant get scolded especially frm a guy.. my heart is soo soft to guy.. even if my father jus stare at me, its enuf to make me cry.. many pple saw me cry.. tat was e second tyme i cried after dnt period.. haiz>.... :'(
cry at e toilet.. luckily no one was there.. den went i wanna go out from e toilet wit my eyes n nose still red.. yikai was in e boys toilet n saw everything.. haikal pon nampak.. haiz..
durin poa lessons, cant concentrate.. my eyes felt tired after e cryin.. after sch still have to find mr raj to hand in e graded paper.. very troublesome.. at last poa lessons end liao.. den hilmi pass me a choclolate.. he said it was frm kevin.. bt aniwae e chocolate taste really nice.. coffee.. delicious.. thanx to whoever gave it to me.. arigtao.. den after tat quickily rushed down to dnt block to find mr raj.. once i late he will be gone to e mosque.. actually i dun want to c him.. malu leh.. he blame coz i cannt coordinate e group... hey comon, im a gerl.. n u expect me to ordered hilmi, samuel n Zhong to do work!! as if u dun noe their behaviour.. haiz..
he was nt in e dnt blk wen i reach there.. haiz.. den saw his car cumin in from e gate.. LOR!! pass him e paper n walked off.. bt he call me back.. n ask me y i did nt go fer recess jus now.. n noe wat i say to him? "no Mood!" n walked off.. lor.. bt have to create a fake smile fer him.. lor.. i tink he understand wat tat suppose to mean... haiZ... gt band 2dae den mi quarrel wit hilmi.. almost cry.. evrything i do n say is wrong to him n whatever siew guat do or say is correct to him.. NT faiR leh.. pissed off..
kla gotta eat my medicine n went to sleep.. my head ache lah..




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Monday, August 08, 2005

god heard my pray.. n it was rainin heavily in e mornin.. hehe... it rain three tymes.. lor.. thanx god... everythin tat was plan was delayed.. reach sch n went to class straight away.. althought i noe e classsrum was lockled... as i was goind down e stairs.. saw e auntie openin e classrum.. so make my way back to e classrum... quickily sweep e floor n do sum cleanin.. halfway.. theres was announcement askin every pupil to go back to their classrum.. den shun hong n zhong came.. paisey leh.. they saw me sweeepping e floor.. den shun hong help me pick n tidy up e newspaper ard him.. luckily i almosdt done wit my werk.. hehe.. thanx shun hong.. lol... 3e1 was e first class to reach e marchin parade.. "kanchiong" right? haha faizal keep disturbin me.. irritatin leh.. he was behind me bt i cant turn.. rradin was behind him.. lorr... e mass run.. i gt e 12th place.. nt bad ar... shud run faster.. miz two place only.. nevertheless im very happy tat i win dilla.. she very e steppin leh... always wannna be in front of me n vicky... wen she was infront, she kept turnin back to c how far i was from her.. never mind let her go infront.. den mi n vicky plan where to overtake her.. n we did!! YEAH!! was soo happy.. hehe... den while waitin fer e road relay participent to cum back, e djs play a malay song title BUMI.. n those who near me.. shout umi ur song!! lor.. very paisey.. hehe... luckily kevin didnt cum.. if nt.. confirm mi kena tease by him in class.. lorr... after e whole tingy.. went back to class... den here cum e part tat i hate most! foongz step into my class n start her crapz n lecture n nagging.. old women cant be blame... haha.. mr raj too nag.. haiz... i hate wen he gt angry.. worst den my father... he will shout lyke nobody bussiness... u noe me.. i will cry one if anibody shout at me.. back to foongz tingy.. she was very upset wit my class conduct... who care.. den she blame me fer nt handin up e jurong island tingy.. lor.. i dun even noe if i was chosen.. stupid her!! she ask me to write an apologise letter.. shameful.. must ask pple to write her letter.. no way am i gonna do tat... she spoilts my mood.. actually mi n vicky n kaithri wanna go westmall n end up all go hum.. no mood mah.. after kena scoldin.. after foongz left, mr raj comfort/ consult ask.. i was almost cryin bt hold my tears.. haiyo.. dun wanna continue bout her.. it will just make my blood go upstairs.. lorr... go hum bath eat n sleep.. n now here i am.. lata gotta iron my shirts fer 2molo.. wanna go out.. holidae mah.. enjoy.

haPPy birThdaE SingaPOre!!!

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Sunday, August 07, 2005

wat hapen e next dae????... eehhhmm... let me recall... wednesdae... gt ss coommaan test... 1 hour only.. so little tyme.. end up nt able to finish e paper.. miz 1 questions.. lose 6 mark.. die lah.. jus pray hard tat i'll pas e paper... band as per normal.. i mean lyke last fri.. hey aida!! theres no different wheather u chg e prac to wednesdae or fridae.. theres still little pple cum... haiyo... so borin.... gt tease by mr ho again.. abt mi n hilmi.. lor.. after band.. mi n siew guat quickily make our way out... and soo far no 1 ever break our record.. haha...

thursdae... gt e nuh survey tingy... sian... no mood... fer e first tyme geo lessons we were dismiss very fast... well okay la.. after e bell rans bout few minutes lyke tat den we were dismiss.. hehe.. den went back to class n get ready fer nafa test.. haha.... after tat went hum...

fridae...
gt maths test..
sian.. manage to finish e whole paper.. 20 minutes fer 3 graph werk..


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yeah a fresh dae to start.. crapz.. brought a new diary 2dae...
lessons go as per normal 2dae... ntg much hapen.. except durin pe.. some1 jus care bt themselves... go n run very slowly.. end up i have to sub her fer road relay.. shit lah!!..
im nt goin 2 run fer road relay 2molo...
2dae gt maths common test,,.. okie lah nt bad.. bt i cant do 2 question.. end up losin 7 markz... haha... cannt remember wat goes next...

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okay.. imbacK... since im busy wit soo many stuffs over w weekdaes.. im goin 2 update my blog every sun... so b patient ya..
hhaha.. better start writin b4 u all gt bored haha...

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Sunday, July 31, 2005

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spent e whole day at hum.. as it was rainin mah,, .. tot of goin out wit nana.. bt she couldnt make it... 2 bad... was studyin half way fer maths comman test wen i fall a sleep.. nice whether to sleep.. haha... at nite, iron my cloths fer 2molo event... my niece came 2dae.. so had a hard tyme doin my stuffs.. gt to entertain her lah.. haiz.. haha.. bt its fun.. end my werd here,,,..

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well 2dae okay lh.. nt bad... durin dnt go to lab den gt trouble using the computer... spent my 1 hour self study outside e class... no teacher.. den e class was very noisy... so i study outside lor... ask rebecca to teach me.. dun understand.. den her seniors cum n teach me.. also dun understand.. sorry rebecca fer snatchin ur tyme.. i only tink of my own.. so selfish of me.. i shud let u study fer ur chinese.. haiz.. sorie frenz... shun hong didnt cum 2dae.. haiz.. gotta ask him to teach me 2molo.. haha.. den go n do my maths test after self studies... end my werds here...

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

2dae wake up at 9, make water fer my parents den get reeady fer madrasah... e bus was dman long sak... have to wait lor.. at e interchange, gt tis old malay man look me in such a manner,,,.. scary sak... i quickly make my way to madrasah... haha... 2dae madrasah ok lah... fun... den went hum n now stuck at tis chair haha... well better continue wit cleanin my stuffz den do hw n get ready fer 2molo.. sch... oh ya.. 2molo gt e sri lanka mitin.. hope it wont start tat late.. bcoz very borin right.. have to wait long.. haha... kla end my werds here...

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well yesterdae had a hard tyme cleanin up my rum.. haha.. nt fair right.. clean e classrum den neber clean my rum.. haha crapZ... throw away lots of ting.. haha... n 2molo im gonna finish off cleanin my almari.. haah.. yesterdae stop half way.. tired lah.. haha... gtg end my werds here...

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my com yesterdae was sick n it suddenly shut down my blog.. n deleted away wat i've writen.. very long sak.. was very angry wit ir.. now have to retype... actually i ferget oready... bt will try to recall... yesterdae huh??... hhhmmmm.... early in e mornin walk to sch wit izyan as usual... reach class saw hilmi sitin at my place.. i gave him a hard look n he as usual joker mah.. smile2... i try my best nt to smile at him n i did it!!.. haha... mornin assembly it was drizzling so have to go back to class in a hurry...
mr raj asked me abt e sri lanka tingy. e meetin... n he ask me bout four tyme tat dae... lor.. den ask him back.. 2dae whether he nid e dnt tb or nt.. n noe wat his reply? "im nt sure.. actually i haven plan wat to teach 2dae" lol.. haha... wat an answer... haha... durin maths, finish up my ss werk n mr chia didnt scold me.. haha... althought he saw me nt payin attention.. i did lh.. sum part tat i dun noe how to do, i pay attention lor... 2dae received another new time table... hate it very much.. especially fridae!!! gt poa leh... use to hav 5 period of dnt in a dae.. bt now no more.. sobb..sobb... durin dnt 2dae very e fun n borin.. hardly c mr raj in clas.. dun noe he go where haha... bt we very disciplin.. do our werk.. haha..lol... i tink hilmi noe wat went wrong.. coz he did nt tok 2 me nor pay gud attention durin our grp mitin... had fun wit every1.. haha... especially warner... crazy bro.. haha... jump here n there.. haha... e dnt wershop suddenly turn into a playground.. haha... after reces hardly c mr raj.. so borin.. i just sit there 2 period day dreamin.. n cant wait fer e sri lanka mitin at 1240... after e bell rang tellin school hour hav finish.. waited patiently fer rebecca... haha... den make our way to 3n1... n guess wat? im selected!!! so happy.. bt felt sorie to those who were nt selected, lyke amirul... i felt as if im flyin in e sky.. haha... so happy mah.. haha.... bt sad wen ms gopal said theres only two muslim pple.. lor... only me n mr raj.. haha... sad.... after e meetin went straight to class... n clean up e class!!... it look very messy before tat.. bt after i've clean it, i felt tat e class looks shiny n clean... haha.. at last accomplish my goal.. to clean up e class all by myself.. n i did it!!!!!!! hha.. after tat hurryly make my way to e LT.. gt force by mr raj to cum fer tat design wat so ever lah.. haha... only 2 gerls n boys frm my dnt class exclude those presentin cum.. so we occupy e corner two rows.. n noe wat? i tink mr raj dun noe where to stand.. must he stand near me? i mean near me n dz as both of us sat e corner.. lor... very e segan.. haha.. crapz... actually im oready sleepy.. haha... well nvm.. have to continued... went back hum durin e reception tyme.. go green light from mr raj.. so nvm.. haha.. on e way out, saw adib n gangs.. very paisey leh.. jus look down only.. haha... went to kfc to buy my dinner... saw nadz,fara,zaki n au... haaha... den went hum bath,eat n sleep.. haha.. kla end my werds here...

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

very long neber update my blog... lazy n summore gt many other things to do... gt 2 projects haven finish n must hand in by 2molo n fri... haiz,... let me summarize wat hapen...


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Thursday, June 23, 2005

went to jurong east library wit nana... as usual im late... n i was very e late.... she hav to wait fer me fer half n hour... hehe.... sowie... did sum of my hmwk there,,... sum only bt nt all... haha... n guess wat? i jus realize tat i left my geo hol assign in class together wit my file... die lah... hope i could get e class open on fri... pray hard... if nt im goonnaa be dead... my teacher is damn strict... Mr Zulkefly.. who don noe him right?,,,...
ntg much 2day... sad to hear tat my nenek gt admitted again.. haiz... gotta go n visit her 2molo.. at NUH....
till den... end my words here...

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

2day was oready e fourth week n i've nt even touch my holidae assign!!.. haha... gonna be dead soon.. wake up at 6 plus 2day den bath... den sleep again n wake up at 12 plus.. hehhe... accompany my mum n niece to JP... ate popiah n den wait fer my father at e MRT... saw fadhila n 3 of her other frenz at banquet... i was carryin my niece to e seat there.. wen a grp of malays consist of a makcik n... i hear they said "anak abu" n was lookin at me... walow!! my darah up man.. i don noe lah wheather they were tokin abt me or its juz a topic... every1 was lookin at me in 1 manner man... i feel lyke goin hum at tat moment.. bt wat 2 do.. have to accompany my mum... jus keep it inside my heart,,,... must disciplin myself... must keep to my prinsip.... wat fer to takut wen u don do tat stuff... lol... im still virgin aniwae... who cares...
gotta finish my geo by today!!! by hook or by crook... 2molo gonna do my otehr hmwk wit nana... maybe do it at civic centre...

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Monday, June 20, 2005

band as usual... tat darshenny bluff me man... never cum fer two practices... siow... she gonna be dead by tis fri... she gt test... haiz...
durin lunch tyme.. ate tom yam noodle wit siew guat,,,.. did nt noe tat it was soo spicy... ahakz... n drank one whole bottle of ice lemon tea... n noe wat hapen after tat?
cannt tahan durin band practis.. wann go toilet,,... i tot it was juz me who cant tahan.. bt siew guat also.. haha... den went to toilet.. we were runnin all e way n was laughin like shit wen doin our business... hahahaha...
band 2day lyke shit... all cannot play i mean did nt prac fer e last 2 weekz.. n end up practicin e song where we shud reherse our concert.. mr hoe was damn angry... i feel stupid n useless becoz i cant play e arioso song lyke how i use to paly at hum.. stupid of me... i shud teach my other trum players bcoz i noe e song.. bt they were talkin non stop... so i just stay 1 corner lor... den on e way back hum.. suddenly my stomach cramp lyke gastric lyke tat... half way through i stop n rest... no enery oready... thanx to siew guat fer carryin my trumpet... thanx soo muucchh.... at hum feel lyke faithin man... my hand was shiverin... i don noe y... cant even hold a cup of water... end up my mother servin me my meal.. i tink it was becoz my stomach was empty... haiz... den rest... sleep... den my father wake me up n ask me to iron his pantz... don wanna dissapoint him so iron fer him lor.. wif my head n stomach ache... end up kena scold by him.. my ironin was nt his standart... wah.. heart pain man... tears drop on my cheek.. bt wat 2 do... jus keep it to my heart lor... aarrrggghhh!!!! STRESSS!!!!!.......

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was e best day... can go hum n rest.. bt shit lah.. in e mornin my eyes SWOLLEN!!!!!! it took me three days to recover... haiz...
ntg much... sad becoz cant c MR HANDSUM.. he must be sick.. pity him... sleep e whole day.. tired... n it was my first tyme c shun hong so active n cooperate wit e class.. if nt ar.. he will sit one corner... keep it up man...

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1st activity was leadership Activities... okaylah quite fun n it test our skill in communication n ...
next was kayakin!!! e activity im waitin fer.... my partner was rebecca... thanx fer her help n encouragement... thanx a lot ya... hate shun hong.. hahaha... jkjk... he love to splash water.. den all of us gather together n block mr tan.. n he was so scare tat he go far2.. untill out of bound fer us.. hahahhahahahhahaha.... it was damn fun... i love it...
next activity was abseiling... it was scary haha...
next was zip line,or nown as flyin fox.. did nt had e chance to try it...
next activity was general elements... wat izzit abt ar? ferget oready.. haha
next was orienteering... the most borin of all.. it taught us abt compass n wat so ever... aniwae i learn sumtin abt compass.. haha...

den it was e campfire... okaylah... fun...

tis night every1 really2 sleep..
all very e tired.. sum even snore...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 9:33 PM

wake up at 6 today...
go sch.. gt camp...
haiz....
so sian...
wake up slowly2... bath n get ready,,,... very2 slow man...
hate to be in a hurry although i always in a hurry.. haha...
den 640 mit bridgitte under kiat yin block...
den wait fer kiat yin n czy... den go school take taxi.. haha... n czy pay fer e fair.. so kind of him.. hehe... den we wait fer don noe who outside e sch.. at e sch gate there... n noe wat? haha... all e ex 2e2 stop there n we hav a chat,,, its lyke a 2e2 reunion... so damn fun man,... haha...
we had a talk untill 12 plus before goin to e camp site... e tok was damn borin but useful.. i sleep half way.. haha... cant remember wat beyond or wat so ever lah... den mit our instructor.. my grp was a mix with 3e5.. n our instructor miss SU... ..............
on our way to e campsite.. we sang song.. lead bt instructor andrew n shaiful.. damn funny... especially e banana song... haha...
we are e first class to reach there... n we hav to line up to e extremely left... n omg!! there was dead rat... e smell was ssooo nice,,,... haha...

our first activity was rock climbin...
did nt had e chance to do it.. aniwae i've done it durin p5 camp... abt 4+ of e boys in my class manage to climb untill e top.. congratZ guyz!!

our second activity was CRC which is also nown as Challenge Ropes Course... i was e fifth person to do it.. very fun... one of my team members took 45 mins up there... its alright bcoz we cannot give up mah... i lyke her attitude... haha

our third activity was night walk... dman borin...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 8:57 PM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005

hav 2 rush now 2 update my blog.. its oready late... 2molo hav 2 wake up early... haiz... gt camp lah... fer three dayz... so sian... haiz...
2day went 2 visit my grandma at tamp... drop by TM.. first tyme go there... wit my mum... wow!! e place was damn big.. n lots of shop.. shop tat is suitable fer teenagers.. wanna go there again next tyme... we plan to eat at LJS.. but could nt find it... searh at e basement also don hav.. level 1 also don hav.. almost giv up... bt luckily i saw it... haha... its at e last level.. wow.. first tyme saw LJS at e last level... haha... eat there den go visit my grandma... reach e house at ard 3 plus...
was happy tis tyme round... hate it... its orady 5 n my mum still don wan 2 go hum... I HAVEN PACK MY BAG!! haiz... almost cryin there... lor... worst still i haven buy sum stuff fer e camp... haiz... GOD is e only 1 tat noes my feelings at tat tyme.... reach hum at 720... went to WestMall wit my bro after tat,,,... saw indra at popular wit haniz.. or izzit mahathir... i ferget e name lh.. haha sorie...
to cut short....
den went hum n quickily pack my bag...
still cant find any track pants 2 wear.. haiz... at last found one.. hahah.. safe!... go through e list n one of e requirement was to brin 1.5 L water bottle.. SIAO RIGHT???!!!... i don care.. im bringin my nike bottle...
haha....
gotta go lah... tired oready... sleepy liow.. keep yawing,,,,... haiz,,,...
gotta miz him.. haha.. nt only him lh.. u all... haha... crazy of me right? its only three dayz lah de,...
haha...
kk end my words here...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 12:03 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005

did i wrote abt him???
don tink so...
okay here it goes...
don noe when i manage to find abt him now...
i mean how his life goin lah...
n noe wat? he gt a girlfren oready
he lie to me...
y must he lie to me??
Y???
arrgghh...
brb wanna get sum tissue... cant hold back my tears,,,...
okay im back...
wanna noe how i manage to get his info?
it goes lyke tis...:....
i went to search his frendster frens fer fun coz gt notin to do tat dy...
den saw tis girl testi... den went to view profile ( ntg 2 do lah)
lagipon im searchin fer a girl call "A.."
n she got a blog... went to view her blog...
n to my surprise...
i saw inked out link...
went to read her blog...
n saw his name on it...
went to read all...
n i suspect tat she is e 1 tat in searchin fer...
2 comferm, i search her other frens...
there is some clues... bt i was nt satisfy wit tat...
kol up my fren 2 further comferm... n she said ya maybe...
i was damn shocked to heard abt all tis,,,...

he lie to me...
he told me tat he lost e feelins for others...
bt now see....
n she was from choir sec 2 tis yr...
OMG!!!

after i gt to noe all tis... my mood suddenly change...
everytin i do seems nt right...
i scolded my bro, mum n even my dad...
so sad...
sorie every1... i did nt mean it... really2 sorie...
now i always stick to myself... n stay away frm ani1...
always stuck in my rum...
haiz...

n 2day i log in to inked out website...
n to my surprise... ely wrote tis

We thank Darul for all his time spent in the band and for all his contributions towards Inked Out. Darul' s last event with the band was during their demo recording which occured 2 months ago. Their demo has been released and that will be the last memory of Darul however we ll still keep it in our hearts.

i cry...
i tot tat topic was over bcoz e post tat darul n clinton wrote was deleted away....
y shud u quit?
it was ur dream right...
haiz.....

gt to chat wit him 2day...
it was nt tat long...
bt was unexpected tat he would lyke to chat wit me...
haha
his band ask him to perform fer a gig bt he don want...
haiz...
im unable to persuade him..
felt useless n hopeless..
haiz...


NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 1:32 AM

hai pple...
back to update tis blog.. haha last fri night went to malacca to my grandma mother side... reach there abt 2 am... n fer e first tyme i did nt sleep through e journey which took abt 2 hrs ++... gt stuck at woodland checkpoint.... don noe wat hapen n e jam was damn long.... n it took abt 1 hr + to hav our passport check... reach e destination.. unpack sum stuff bt nt all n iron sum clothes den went to sleep straight away n dat was abt 3 am...
wake up at 7 am... wah only 4 hrs of sleep... had a bath n ate breakfast n left fer negeri sembilan at 10... went there fer my mother first bro which is my uncle or rather pak long daughter weddin...
did nt sleep throughout e journey which took abt 2 hrs ++... n it was damn LONG... cant stand it man... haha... sum of my famili member vomited durin e journey... e way was lyke goin up e cameron highland... like snake... haha luckily i neber vomite.. hehe...
stay there nt even fer 1 hr n den we left fer port dickson....
e place okaylah... nt bad... bt nt recommended....
stay there fer 1 night n went back to malacca e next day....
went to mahkota parade first b4 went back to my grandma house....
back to singapore at 7 ++ after magrib...
reach hum at 12++...
gt jam at johor... it was worst den e journey to malaysia...
haiz...
fer e first tyme i didnt sleep throughout my journey... hehe... only went back to singapore i sleep fer a while...
damn tired...
n 2day wake up at 11.... hehe....
camp will b on tis wed...
still haven pack my bag...
haiz...
gotta go n rest lah...
feel dizzy n stress...
haha...
end my words here...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 1:17 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005

lon tyme neber update my blog...
its either i busy or jus lazy.. haha
n now...
here i am...
haha

2day so borin to do man...
wake up...
take a bath...
eat breakfast
clean house
den do my holiday assignment...
haha.. nerd right?? haha
but cant concertrate doing...
my father keep on talkin 2 me...
some more... my flat is under "renovation"
damn NOISY!!!!

accompany my mom 2 e doc...
opposite my sch there...
saw HIDAYAD!!!
haha
and as usual he will only smile n wont open his mouth one
haha
last mon also bumb into him wen goin up e staircase fer my YDA..
haha

use e com fer 1 whole day...
listen to Ria 89.7

update my blog oready,,,...
got song leh..
haha
hope u all lyke it...

2molo got band...
still wanderin 2 go 2 Mr Kirby concert or nt...
haha
im gonna be dead 2molo...
still nt sure abt e songs n how 2 play it...
SHIT!!!
haven finish my theory hw..
die!!!

gotta go noe..
end my words here....

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 8:04 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005

You are sad because of your life and obsession with
death

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:35 PM

You are GOTHIC! Sometimes you might feel like you
just want to escape! sometimes u feel like
there might be no point living! Alot of people
get this feeling. Most times youd like to be on
your own and away from people. You would be
cold towards others, its probably because you
just cant trust anyone. Maybe you should loosen
up a bit and find som1 you can trust.Thanx please rate




NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:23 PM

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new short story.

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:18 PM

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NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:09 PM

SATURDAY 28/05/2005

wake up at 10...
gt many tin 2 settle...
housewerk n some stuffs...
wen 2 westmall wit my bro n buy some stuff fer my mother den wen 2 photocopy sum score....
reach hum...
clear sum stuff... iron my n my parents clothes b4 goin 2 sleep...

wake up at 530...
bath n get ready 2 go 2 my aunt house @ Serangoon fer a weddin function...
e nikah start at 9...
everytin run smoothly...
clock strike 12 midnight n im still at my aunt house...
haiz...
so tired...
reach hum around 2...
iron clothes 2 b wear 2molo n went 2 bed....
n tat was around 315...


SUNDAY 29/05/2005

wake up at 10 again...
get ready n left fer hougang cc where e jemputan is held...
reach there jus on tyme... e pengantin both gerl n guy reach...
took sum photo...
e kude kepang was scary man....
took photo wit e pengatin...
theres 2 cameraman...
my family members went up 2 e satge earlier den me...
damn they...
haha...
i was lookin ard 2 us somebody 2 help me take photo...
n tis gentleman cameraman offer 2 help...
so nice of him...
haha....
.
.
.
.
.
.

.
..


halfway e majlis i was tired of standin so is at down lah.. but my sis in law n her husband did nt sit down...
den suddenly my sis in law said WoW! so handsum...
i quickly stand up 2 c who is so handsum...
i too said WoW handsum nye...
haha...
e guy was lyke e main attraction...
with his smart formal clothin n smile...
haha....
i was lyke crazy man...
took his photo don noe how many tyme... n also 2 video of him..
haha...
its just fer fun...
im nt attracted 2 him bcoz my heart is only fer tat guy,...
haha...

went hum ard 6 plus...n slept on my way hum inside my bro car...
n now here i am at my computer desk...

2molo gt band at 8...
haiz..
..........

chat 2 tat guy fer a while juz now...
jus wanna wish him gud luck fer 2molo paper,,,....
soon after tat he offline...
my heart broke man....
i guess he block me....
sad....

gotta end my words here...


NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 9:29 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005

cant sleep well e past few nights..
haiz....
kept thinkin bout my results...
so scary man..
a lot of thing hapen.. nt 2 me but my fellow frens...
hui kai lost his hp n e next day rebecca lost her money...
haiz..
pity both of them...

haha 2day had a "fight" wit mr raj...
regardin teacher table....
durin e use ur hand campaign...
he want 2 push e teachers table right in front of my seat... as i was sitin in front mah....
of coz i was angry lah...
btw my class teachers table is speacial...
e old broke so they use 2 tables as a replace...
my mind was face 2 tink of an excuse...
den i say lah how 2 push e OHP wen e teachers table blockin e way???
den he show me by pushin away one table n push in e OHP..
i said troublesome right...
he jus smile2... n now wat he say tat embarrass me?
"i noe lah u don lyke 2 c me right? tats y i put e teachers table there.. on purpose" n my fren heard it ....
i was shocked!!!...
OMG!! how he noe ar?
haha...
its nt tat i don lyke him or c his face....
jus feel 'segan' lah...
haha...
n at e end of class period...
he push back e teachers tabel 2 e original place...
n i was smilin2 wit my frens...
YesH!! i won!! haha.....

2day get report book...
all sec 3 parents have 2 cum fer e PMD [parents meetin dialog]
my bro cum...
he said he will b cumin at 2...
so i read my book while waitin fer him lah...
sch end at 1240...
waited fer soo long man...
den he called me saying tat he will b late..
iwas so angry man... but act cool haha....
he ask me where i am n 2 find him...
i tot find him wen he arrived...
continue readin my book lah...
den ahjar cum n we tok2 fer a while.. den i look ard n saw tis guy..
look familiar.. but i ignored n continue tokin2 2 hajar...
i turn2 n saw e same guy facin 2wards e canteen...
ignored n read my book...
den my heart was nt statisfy... i look again at e guy ....
stare n oPPs!!! OMG!!!
its my bro...
haha
i din nt notice him man...

ran 2wards him n left hajar alone..
sorie fer tat.. haha..
den we went 2 c MR Siraj...
tok2 fer abt 10 mins lyke tat...
he damn funny man ... haha...
i was nt hapy wit my result!!!
top 10 frm bottom of m,y class....
level position also very bad...
gotta improve myself alot tis june holiday....

i tot can go home after i get e report book but i cant...
Mr Raj said tat Mrs Tan is gonna tok abt next yr Jc n Poly...
so i got 2 stay lor...
so sian...
n noe wat?
she did not mention abt it...
i guess so...
coz i was sleepin e first half n hour...
damn borin...
haha

skip tat part...
go on to band part...
haha
few sec 3 people only went fer band...
so borin...
go there kene teased by mr hoe...
haiz...
he ask me wheather i interested or nt 2 continue my theory lessons...
den i say of course!!!...
den noe wat he say?
yaya ummi go there only want 2 tok 2 hilmi...
i was lyke huh? tok 2 him?
haha
im sick of him..
mayb mr hoe don noe tat im in e same class as him...
in fact all my subjects n classes are e same...
be it D&T or Geography...
all got him....
band also in e same section..
haiz....
nt tat i don lyke him or his irritatin or wat so ever lah....
.....
band is gonna be dead if we don maintain or improve our discipline...
wen sch reopen..
we only hav 1 day of full band.. n tat will b on friday...
frm 130 to 630...
haiz....
we plann 2 cum out wit a concert in late dec or early jan...
haiz....

den abt e worshop 2molo...
no1 is goin
haha...
its $25 n he only tell us on wed...
where 2 get e money frm???
furthermore i got a weddin function on tat dy...
n mr hoe was upset wit our behaviour...
poor tin...
....

had a quarrel wit mr tan abt e YDA tin,....
was really angry wit him...
on mon i hav tat YDA frm 9 to 530...
n band frm 8 to 530...
CLASH!!!
so i tell mr tan
n he blame my parents fer agreein me 2 particiapte in tat YDA...
wat does my parent got 2 do wit this tin...???!!!!!!!!!!
i said its compulsory...
n its true hor... mr raj force me 2 go 2 tat YDA...
N mr tan say RUBBISH. where gt compulsory... n he kept on nagging...
i feel lyke goin 2 him n sclod him or even smack his face...
ARGGGGHHH!!!!!......
after band i expalain 2 him wat really is hapenin...
it took a while 2 get over it...
al last i took e decisions nt 2 attend e YDA bcoz hilmi also nt goin mah...
haha....
tats nt e only reasons...
my section nid us...
bcoz if both of us nt there....
only left 2 trumpeter...
furthermore band is my first priority...

gotta end my words here...



NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:32 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005

miz my sch man...
haha...
2say walk 2 sch wit bridgitte...
don now y izyan nvr go 2 sch..
wonderin....

my head is so pain i mean headache lah..
don noe y...
slept almost all e lessons...
cant stand e pain...
cant even stand very long...
felt dizzy....
haiz...

notin much hapen 2day in sch...
normal... jus tat sometin seem nt usual...
fer e first tyme i never smile 2 kevin after noein him...
so sian...
n fer e first tyme i manage 2 finish my chemistry worksheet all on my own..
proud of it man!! haha...
n taught my frens n e best part is tat...
my frens understand wat i taught them rather den e teacher...
haha....

durin mother tongue lessons,,...
tok 2 nana as usual..
n we were tokin abt our results...
i FAIL my English...
shit man....
but overall i pass....
lucky.. haha
Must improve my studiez...
don wanna drop 2 normal nor retain.. haiz....
nana ask me out 2molo 2 queensway fer shoppin...
i agree but have nt comfirm....
malay lessons only 1 period man...
haha it should be 2 actually...
den nex 1 hr was set aside 2 check exam marks...
damn borin..
notin 2 do...
make paper boat wit kaithri
haha.. so childish...
tok 2 amirul n give him advise how 2 overcum his frustration...
haha....
den noe wat?
tat Mr Raj hapily sit on my table...
without askin my permission,,,....
haha,,,,...
my bags was on e table on 1 side...
he jus sat on e table..
nt even pushin e bag away...
haiyo...
den he tok2 wit me, esther, amirul, kaithri...
haha...
tokin on who 2 be choosen fer e Singa Awards...
n i pick Mr Lim Shun Hong...
haha...
noe y?

coz he is sooo kind n polite...
i lyke his character,,,,...
n his way of teachin...
he wont give e answer straight away but infact teach how 2 get e answer...
still remember wen i ask him 2 teach me...
so fun... but scary,...
theres 1 question tat i don understand...
and it took him four tyme 2 explain it 2 me.. haha... thanx 2 him tat i understand how 2 tackle tat kind of questions...
durin e tyme wen we were discusin e questions...
a fren of his call him out...
n noe wat he said?
im busy now...
he noe his priority
e person which is a gerl jus walk away...
n i was lyke oO......
sooo... he ask me 2 excuse him fer a while n run after tat gerl...
btw his damn firece man..
haha...
still remember e part wen he ask me wats square root of 8...
n i cant answer... so nervous...
and he was lyke "U don noe?"
it took me a while to answer ... haha e ans is 2 right? haha...
den wenever i pass back his paper,
no matter how busy is him,
he wont ferget 2 say tankiu...
soo nice of him...
n
he look alike lyke my dream guy...
hahah....

after sch went 2 pizza hut wit rebecca n kaithri...
on our way it was rainin heavily...
haha
kaithri save us by takin out her umbrella...

den went hum....

had a bath, tidy up my room n went 2 sleep...
wake at ard 6...
had a quarrel wit my mum...
haiz...
hate it man....
especially wen its my mum...
y it b her?????
haiz...
hopefully shes fine by 2molo...

oh shit! 2molo got geo!!!
hate Mr Zul.....
haiz........

gotta go n sleep now....
end my word here..

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 11:42 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005

jus went back frm geylang...
soo tired...

took 106 2 clementi b4 boardin a train 2 bugis...
saw a 'handsum' guy walkin 2wards e bustop
he wore a red bag...
same as me....
haha
wat a coinciden...
he look lyke my dream guy...
told my brother...
but he said tat tat guy is gay...
his my third bro frenz...
haiz...
but i told my bro tat he got a dimple
n my bro was smilin... showin off his dimple...
haha...
hate him...


went 2 bugis first wit my mum, dad n my favourite brother...
den 2 arab st...
buy 4 kain songket fer my aunt
den went 2 joo chiat...
my dad bought some cloths....
lastly wen 2 pesona,...
n boughts some jewelery...
hahaha
i bought a bracelets n a ring...
i wanna buy white gold ring...
but e seller said its valueless...
so sad....
gotta save my money 2 buy a silver ring...
btw wats e different between white gold n silver???
haha..
went hum take taxi...
den went 2 econ minimart 2 buy sum grocery...
n now im stuck 2 my com...
haha...
later gotta iron my shirt n sleep early...
2molo skooolliiiinnnggg...
haiz....

end my words here...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 7:27 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005

notin much 2day...
went 2 mu aunt house at tamp
2 visit my grandmother...
shes as usual...
den went hum ard 5...
stop fer a walk at tamp interchg...
brought a jeans 2 pair up wit my sweater...


2molo no sch..
still holidae...
but ahv 2 accompani my mum 2 arab st...
haiz...

end my words here.

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 8:34 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005

life has 2 go on...
no matter wat hapened...
but i wont ferget it...
eventhough it hurt...

did not update my blog fer a few days...
very tired lah...
after sch got YDA course..
damn it!
but its fun...
haiz...
went back hum ard 6...
had a bath, eat my meal,
do some housewerk [only wen i have e energy 2 do]
pack my bag n iron my shirt
b4 i doze off n will only wake up e next day...
haha...
"tido mati"

last fri was 'Be Yourself Day' at Bukit View Secondary School...
nid 2 donate $5 bucks b4 u can participate in tat event..
as usual pple very stingy right...
not even half e sch participate...
lol...
but i do...
donate nt bcoz of e event but jus being generous...
haha
wear my formal clothes...
siow right?
jus fer fun...
in sch got tease by every1...
paiseh man...
a lot say i look lyke Mrs Tan Lay Hong e principal ...
really meh?
haha
den my classmate eunice look lyke Ms Patsy Chua ...
haha...
n noe wat wen my frens tell Mr Raj abt my look alike?
he said i look better den Mrs Tan...
lol
haha... paiseh man...
his siow...
but aniwae thanx him fer tat comment...
Samuel my classmate was chosen 2 participate in e most creative dress...
his damn creative man!!! wear pants in black on 1 side n white on 1 side...
POWER!!! n won e second place...
he invite me to participate...
but i reject...
don wan 2 embarasse myself...

sch end at 1240...
after tat i got YDA at 230...
wah! hav 2 wait fer abt 54000 sec which is 150 mins ...
which is 2 n e half hour...
haha
jus testin my maths...
izzit correct btw? lol...
hav 2 wait fer tat long man...
i jus stay in class...
hang around wit my classmates...
all guyz... wat 2 do... i choose 2 take D&T... n was ask by my teacher 2 come fer tat course...
haiz...
sleep fer 15 mins...
den half a sip of water in e canteen b4 goin 2 lab rum 3...
dere waited fer 15 mins fer tat stupit teacher...
Damn Shit! ask me 2 wait fer him fer 15 mins...
its damn hot...
haiz...
my whole gang slept half way watchin e videoclip presented.. haha...
den we laugh2 n jokes but pay attention 2 sum part taught...
after tat course end, went 2 westmall wit tupai aka yikai, yida n hilmi....
dere saw itik... HAV 2 tok 2 her.... hate her... but now no more.. haha
saw man, zaki n au aka azri...
chat wit them fer a while...
man was siow... tok 2 me in 'I' 'U' 'I' 'U' ... eeeeyyyyeeee.....
feek like vomitin...
lol...
den went hum...
so tired....
at hum i took a bath, eat check my email n doze off at 8...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wake up at 10 2day...
haha
sleep fer abt 14 hours man...
tats VERY long...
lol...
nt going out 2day...
or rather refuse 2 go out...
stay at hum n suft e net...
notin 2 do ar...

2molo wanna go n c my grandmother...
miz her...
neber c her fer abt don noe how many days...
den mon go 2 Arab Street wit my mom...
tues back 2 sch...

kla i end my words here...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 8:30 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005

well continue my blog 2molo lah...
sleppy oredy...
had a long day at orchard jus now...
2day there is no sch so enjoy lor...
haha
now i am damn tired...
but wont ferget wat hapened jus now...

as usual go orchard n get lost...
it has been a customs fer me haha...
not use to it lah...
not pro yet...

i was fun walkin with melissa...
we had a lot of fun...
bought a sweater same as her...
but it jus stop at heeren...
after i met nana wit arsilia n rebecca...
worst still, there is yat, dilla n shahidah,....
She lie 2 me man....
she told me tat she gonna go out wit ika...
but it turn out 2 b tat bitches...
wah! im damn pissed off....

k la wanna go n sleep...
2molo schoolin... checkin my exams paper
n hopefuly it wont rain in e mornin...
drizlling can lah...
wanna wear my new sweater 2molo.... tat if only it rain lah...
haha

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 11:03 PM

base on my memory...

my birthday finally cum...
it was on e 31st jan'o5...
i was 15 years old by den...

did nt hopin fer anitin 2 hapen on tat dy...
but
jus as i enter my class...
somebody wrote "today is ummi birthday"
i was shocked....
haha

so far as i can remember, only my name was writen on e board fer my birthday. everyone else birthday was nt done e same as i ...
lol..
extra right???
haha
tot of going out after sch 2 celebrate my birthday but.. got band lah...
haiz...
at hum, my family members had prepare a cake fer me...
so nice of them....

Thanx every1 fer all ur presents fer me!!! I appreciate it alot!!!

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:53 PM

base on my memory...

e day finally cum...
on e 28th of jan'05
its BLCB concert...

waited sooo loonnggg fer tis day...
got an early leave frm my band practise 2 attend e concert...
haha

miz him alot...

upon reachin there.. e doors have been open.. so we ( me n my other bandmates) enter in...

most of e seat has been ocupied except a few...
e band was oready on stage doin their turnin...
i don dare 2 look at them...
saw a few seats empty n just sat there...
but..
i don sit there purposely hor...
when i turn 2 look at e band,,,
i saw his face first...
he was directly in my direction...
thank GOD fer givin me tat seat...
it was a coincidence....

my frens told me tat he was shocked 2 c me enterin e concert hall...

e concert was perfect!
extremely great! it was differ frm e other concert i used 2 attend...
after e interval...
i lyke tis part...
section by section cum from differ parts of e hall...
every1 was turnin everywhere 2 c wat was goin on..
when i saw pple turin 2 my right, i also turn lor...
n i was shocked again...
he was there playin his intruments n was standin right at my row...
my frens were all smilin at me...
got his photo... haha... n den i just look at e other corner...
don dare 2 look at him...
lol...

after e concert... i waited fer e trumpets section 2 take their photo as usual....
saw him n ... ehem2... haha
pass him e small present i bought as a way of me sayin congratz fer e concert...
n
took pic wit him again...
love tat photo..
haha...

go home straight after tat as it was oready late...

NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 10:31 PM